hurting...

I know this has nothing to do with school or... well... anything really, but, I really want to cry. I'm not gonna say why i wanna cry, but i just wished it would stop happening. because it's happening right in front of my eyes and i cant do anything to stop it and it's hurting me. it's hurting me badly. the tears are beginning to fall. i feel if i let them keep falling, i wont be able to control it. and i really don't wanna cry in front of the problem. nothing might be the same after today... it's killing me. I'm suffering, sitting here in this room. I wanna try to stop it but i cant because i know for a fact that it would be wrong of me to say anything. god, just please PLEASE let it stop... :'l