i dont know what im feeling. lost. upset. lonely. like a ghost.
the silence is killing me. shall i just overdose? i dont know what to do. im lost and confused. the mood is set. tell me the rules. because this is a game. the best one yet. the one that determines my fate, but i have yet to fret. i would panic, but what for? our time is almost up. i can barely see you walking out the door. with blood shot eyes, i cant go home. now is not the time. i can cry, over and over. but whats the point if ill just do it time and time again. ill get used to it. thrive off of it. you say its not your problem, but it sure as hell ain't mine. you were the one who led me here. made me lose my mind...

i honestly havent had comments on here in awhile... i feel so unloved v.v

grown topic? my views on god and the law of attraction. comment?

so, there's one thing i totally believe in that cancels out the whole thought of god. like, it just has nothing to do with him, it proves he doesnt exist, it just erases him from the picture. its called the law of attraction. the more you believe something is going to happen, the more likely it WILL happen. now, some people try to turn away from all the bull sh*t that doesnt have to do with god, but, thats because they're afraid. afraid of the truth. afraid that what they've believed in for so long is a lie. see, i have no problem believing in the law of attraction. ive been searching for answers as to how everything in the world happens for a couple of months now, and i never really let anyone know, and then i read the secret and honestly, it told me what everyone else refused to let me know. ive never believed in god, truth be told, i thought it was all a huge friggin' lie. like, honestly, nobody actually knows what went on those millions of years ago. and i doubt whoever was alive back then didnt write sh*t of what was happening. hey, this is just me opening up. its my views on the world and history and philosophy or whatever. i mainly think the bible is a lie because its been renewed so many times like, who knows what the first bible even said? its the same story, but theres just so many differences its not even funny. so like, really, i think its all a big lie and that the law of attraction is the only thing that really works. i just had to put that out there. i know this is kind of like, a pretty grown topic, but i just had to say it.

i honestly dont think imma pass school this year, but its whatever.

song im listening too: jersey- mayday parade

mood: DGAF

for the second video i just think the girl should break up with him because its deffinitly not okay to ask for some shit like that.

for the first video i guess she should just sit him down and try to talk to him. tell him that she appreciates the texting, and she loves knowing that hes thinking about her, because shes always thinking about him, but he needs to try not to text so much because its getting kind of out of hand. she needs to tell him the truth. being straight forward is the best way to handle things.

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NOBODY'S BEEN COMMENTING ON MY BLOG -_-
this kinda makes me sad...
well uhmmm *cough**COUGH* some people should comment on my blog *cough*cough*SOME OF YOU PEOPLE WHO GO ON MY BLOG*cough**cough*